Monday, December 28, 2009

age @ 26 and yet still single

Happy b'day to me! am now officially 26 years old. trying to write something on this special day of mine.
Right now am thinking about most of my friends, they'll manage to settle down. some of them enjoying their days with kids and their hubby, having dinner with beloved one, wake up with someone beside them,recite the Quran, do their prayers with 'imam' of the family, sharing thoughts and ideas with someone their love...
and yet..it is still me who left behind. no one to talk to, no one to listen to..but i keep on praying. my very wish on my 26th bday 'i wanna have a family of my own'. it hurts to learned the truth about being ALONE. the hidden pain when i feel the EMPTINESS (though i got good friends to cheer me up!). but i wont give it up..this is just the beginning. : )

7 comments:

mas said...

hepy bday dear lovely sis..may ur wish come true..:)

GreenSidekick said...

thank you mas. hopefully insyaAllah.u too darling wish u all the best in this world

nur firdaus said...

Tuhanku…
Seandainya telah kau takdirkan
Dia Milikku…….. tercipta buatku
Dekatkan lah hatinya dengan hatiku
Tetapkan lah kemesraan antara kami
Agar kebahagiaan ini kekal abadi
Dan Tuhanku
Seiringkan lah kami
Mengharungi hidup luas ini
Ke tepian yang sejahtera
Tetapi Tuhanku yang Maha Pengasih
Seandainya telah kau takdirkan
Dia bukan milikku
Bawalah dia jauh dari pandangan ku
Luput dari ingatan ku
Dan peliharalah aku dari kecewa
Serta tuhanku yang Maha Mengerti
Berilah aku kekuatan
Melontar bayangannya kedada langit
Hilang bersama senja nan merah
Dan gelap pekat awan
Agar aku bias bahagia
Walaupun tanpa dirinya
Dan Tuhanku tan Tercipta
Biarkanlah yang hilang
Tumbuhkanlah kembali yang telah patah
Meskipun tidak sama dengan dirinya
Biar sekuat mana aku menyintainya
Aku pohon agar Tuhanku
Melenyapkan perasaan ini
Sekiranya dia ditakdirkan bukan milikku
Tapi sekiranya dia ditakdirkan untukku
Kupohan agar takdir
Memperkuatkan kasihku padanya
Selagi tidak melebihi
Kasihku padaMU
Amin….

GreenSidekick said...

Thanks firdaus : D

farhanah's life. said...

I want to write a poem about this :P

GreenSidekick said...

what kind of poem anah?

Nurul Farhanah. said...

Jangan sibuk hahaha